Not employed anymore.. Lost my job cause I cussed out a manager.. *woot* Allandor Rp went down the shitter because no one was interested in it.. Darkguild has been slow.. and.. well.. I am fighting off depression as usual..

Halloween is coming up.. My favourite holiday of all. I am at a loss as to what I want to do.. I mean.. I know I want to dress up.. but honestly.. I really just want to redefine my drkvamp persona. I've not been classic old drkvamp in a long time..

Problem is I have trouble getting into the mindset anymore. I mean I still feel pain but lately it's not been as bad as it was.. So I can't reach that level in my mind. Sound stupid?

I don't know. As far as the rest of my life is concerned I am trying to make something of quitok network. Hosting several sites now, not making any money though :P Oh well.