It's been over a month since my father died, and I am only now able to get around to posting about it here in the update section of my website. It's been a bit of a whirl wind around here..

For those of you who do not know my father died June 12, 2006. I never thought it would happen, and I remember talking to Gena and telling her I was not sure when my father died I would cry. I did.. Alot. It's been one of the toughest things I have ever gone through, my grandmother died, and I handled it, my grandfather died, and I handled it. My father died and I felt alone. Truly and utterly alone. I know Gena was there, and I know she did her best, but I looked around myself and knew that my grandmother, and father were gone and I felt so alone.

On top of that I was betrayed by someone I thought was my friend, simply because he could not handle the fact that not everyone is going to let you talk down to them, or treat them like they are stupid. I lost a very good friend due to this megalomaniac. And nearly lost much more than that.

As far as Allandor rp goes, we are no longer hosted via Praeon Network, I'll not elaborate, simply say some stuff happened and Praeon Network and myself parted ways.

In alot of ways I still feel utterly alone, now I know the only person I have to turn to is Gena, so *shrug*. I know she tries her hardest, but I wonder sometimes if the load I put on her will not be too much.

Darkguild is still up and running, not that it gets much action,but it is still there.

Thanks to my friends Anthony and Dace I now have my own irc server, which I use for the purposes of hosting most any type of chatter dealing with the hosting company I own.. [link] check it out sometime.

Oh, I start work this weekend, at Mcdonalds. So I am not just a total loser who sits at home and tries to run his own hosting company.. I actually work too. :)

That's pretty much all I can think of at this moment.. I will try to update once a month or so..

Much love anyone who reads.